God knows I'm good.

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Fri, 17 May 2013 01:34:14 -0400

"I was afraid to love you. No - I was petrified. You would meander over sore wounds and take out old..."

Wed, 15 May 2013 21:56:18 -0400

“I was afraid to love you. No - I was petrified. You would meander over sore wounds and take out old stitches, tisk at the scars I wouldn’t, or couldn’t, let heal. / I would have to be vulnerable. I would need trust, patience, kindness, empathy, will, strength. All things lovers past had exhausted from me. / I was afraid to be loved. No - I was petrified. So hear me when I say this: If you love someone, you must understand that love is really just a delicate synonym for power.”

Never have we been so apart, Yet so connected by a part. Connected by our past, Our time is...

Wed, 15 May 2013 21:30:28 -0400

Never have we been so apart,
Yet so connected by a part.

Connected by our past,

Our time is passing fast.

On my journey of life,

You have always been my wife.

Although life is so unpredictable,

I don’t think you’re more understandable.

I want to enjoy every moment in your presence,

For I have lived too long in your painful absence.

Promise me eternity,

And I’ll promise you a new reality.

Come let us explore one another,

Like we have to no other.

Limitless love lies,

Depthless depths dies.

Us, you, and me.

That’s all we have to be.

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Thu, 09 May 2013 10:31:59 -0400

I sit before flowers  hoping they will train me in the art  of opening up.

Thu, 09 May 2013 10:28:22 -0400

I sit before flowers
 hoping they will train me in the art
 of opening up.

"I am not the first person you loved. You are not the first person I looked at with a mouthful of..."

Tue, 07 May 2013 14:07:52 -0400

“

I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.

This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.

”

- Clementine von Radics, ”Mouthful of Forevers” (via waydowntown)

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Sun, 28 Apr 2013 21:30:35 -0400

Ladies and gentlemen, James Franco

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 09:32:38 -0400

Ladies and gentlemen, James Franco

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Sun, 14 Apr 2013 23:25:52 -0400

No One Belongs Here More Than You

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 12:08:33 -0400

No
One
Belongs
Here
More
Than
You

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Sun, 07 Apr 2013 14:31:17 -0400

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Thu, 04 Apr 2013 21:41:10 -0400

you never really know someone until you’ve read what they write at 3 am when loneliness consumes...

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 22:43:55 -0400

you never really
know someone
until you’ve read
what they write
at 3 am when
loneliness
consumes them
but does not
destroy them

i know you’re lonely too.

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Wed, 03 Apr 2013 17:15:16 -0400

You smiled, so I embraced you without speaking of eternity. So...

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 17:10:12 -0400

You smiled, so I embraced you without speaking of eternity.
So you wouldn’t fade away to some place I could never reach.

"I don’t know what it was that made me love you. Or what it was that made you hate me the way you do...."

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 17:06:45 -0400

“

I don’t know what it was that made me love you. Or what it was that made you hate me the way you do. I remember what you said and compare it to what you did and it never made sense.

You were there and then you weren’t.

You had my heart and I had yours. You said it was love and so I stayed.

Maybe it was too much. Maybe it wasn’t enough.

But I will never forget the way you made me feel. Like I was everything. And I will never forget the way you made me feel. Like I was nothing.

”

Infinity

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 17:03:07 -0400

There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1.

There’s .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others.

Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million.

Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that.

There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I’m likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for my love than he got.

But, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world.

You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.

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Sat, 30 Mar 2013 14:25:10 -0400

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Fri, 29 Mar 2013 18:04:31 -0400

"Anxiety is love’s greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to..."

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 17:59:42 -0400

“Anxiety is love’s greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic.”

- Anaïs Nin (via lauvra)

God knows I'm good.

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"I was afraid to love you. No - I was petrified. You would meander over sore wounds and take out old..."

Never have we been so apart, Yet so connected by a part. Connected by our past, Our time is...

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I sit before flowers hoping they will train me in the art of opening up.

"I am not the first person you loved. You are not the first person I looked at with a mouthful of..."

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Ladies and gentlemen, James Franco

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No One Belongs Here More Than You

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you never really know someone until you’ve read what they write at 3 am when loneliness consumes...

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You smiled, so I embraced you without speaking of eternity. So...

"I don’t know what it was that made me love you. Or what it was that made you hate me the way you do...."

Infinity

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"Anxiety is love’s greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to..."

I sit before flowers  hoping they will train me in the art  of opening up.